Don’t read this if you’re squeamish.
CANCER — HER2-positive in my right breast, progesterone- and estrogen-negative. In 1998 I had p- and-e-positive in my left breast, and HER2-negative. This cancer is considered a second primary, which means that the two cancers are not related. The good news is, there is no evidence of metastasis. Metastasis is when cancer cells have moved outside their original area and spread to organs, bones, or soft tissue.
TUMOR — Invasive Carcinoma, Nottingham system grade 3. Specifically, this is an extremely aggressive tumor that grew very large, very fast. Unfortunately, this is the worst grade of tumor with the worst prognosis.
TREATMENT — chemotherapy first to stop the growth of the tumor, then surgery, and then radiation. May or not need more chemo afterward depending on my progress.
CHEMOTHERAPY — Six infusion sessions, three weeks apart, consisting of a 4-drug “chemo cocktail” which specifically targets HER2-positive cancer. The drugs are Trastuzumab (Herceptin), Pertuzumab (Perjeta), Docetaxel (Taxotere), and Carboplatin (Paraplatin). Worst-case-scenario side effects can include death by heart failure. For more specific information about these drugs, please visit Chemocare.com
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I start chemo tomorrow. I’m afraid the treatment will be too late for my tumor. I’m afraid I’ll die from the side effects of the drugs, or I’ll suffer from long-term debility. I’m afraid of almost everything related to this damn cancer.
Despite the risks, I desperately want to start chemo because I need this to work and I need to survive.
I’m afraid, but I have faith.
6 thoughts on “Cancer and Chemo 101”
You have every right to feel afraid. I would’ve too. Oh sweet lady how I wish I could sit with you and hold your hand. Here’s my phone number. If you need to talk call me night or day 251-379-3350. Sending love and hugs.
Thanks so much, Dee ♥ I don’t make a lot of phone calls, but I’ll try to call you 🙂
Your faith will supersede your fear. Prayers and good thoughts are always with you. I’m here for you.♡
Thanks Sharon! Fear traps us, but faith lets us move forward.
It is natural and okay to be afraid! Intuitively, I know I will see your post telling us how it went and I look forward to reading it! Call on Archangel Raphael to send healing your way. Love with all the love!
Thanks Cathi for love and healing ♥
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